Thursday, October 10, 2013

20

Twenty pounds down today!!!

I am super excited! My weight on my driver's license is now correct!! I'm very proud of how far I've come in just about 4.5 months, and if I can lose another 20 I will be almost to my goal weight!

News on the PKU front is not as good. My dietician brought me down to 6 grams of protein a day which, you guys, is virtually NOTHING. I can still eat fruits and veggies but it is so hard when I have to go to classes basically all day Tuesday-Thursday and work on the weekends. My food intake right now is just crap but I'm doing what it takes to make it happen. Hopefully my next level will reflect it.

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Quick Update!

Hi all,

I've been completely swamped with classes, work, and schoolwork for the last 2 weeks! But here's a quick catch-up on my weight loss/PKU journey!

I am down to 168 pounds, which is 17 down from my starting weight! I am FINALLY beginning to see and feel a difference in my clothes, and it is so exciting! However, it is not exciting that now all of my hoodies/zip up sweatshirts are now massively too big for me :/ My husband told me that as a reward for all my hard work, when I'm ready he will take me shopping for new jeans!! That won't be for quite awhile (my waistline/stomach is where all my fat goes to so I haven't seen too much of a difference there yet), but an exciting prospect nonetheless!

I sent in a Phe level last week and was actually happy with the 6.8 mg/dl result I got, mainly because I was low on my calories for that week, so I expected it to be higher. My dietician didn't seem as pleased, lol. Don't get me wrong she's amazing and she even said she knows all of this is easier said than done, but reminded me that she thinks it's best if I get in 1200 calories a day.

I skipped out on sending a level this week because school was stressing me out so much that I didn't have time to worry about how many calories I was or WASN'T eating. Next week I'll send another. I'm hoping to be to at least 20 pounds lost by the end of September. That would put me at 20 pounds lost in 4 months, which is close to what it should be (24 pounds) based on the myFitness Pal plan. I'll be proud of that anyways though :)

Happy First Day of Fall!!

Friday, September 13, 2013

Update

Well, I'm back in school and I have had ZERO time to run recently. I'm really going to try and go out today though, because it's a beautiful fall day.

I weighed myself yesterday and I'm down to 169!! I'm so happy to be out of the 170's, they seemed to drag on and on forever. So 16 pounds lost now.

I sent in a Phe level today to my PKU clinic. I'm not optimistic about the results because I've been under my calories for most of the week. Being catabolic to begin with, those days are not going to help my levels at all. I'm hoping it's not higher than an 8.

Everyone have a great weekend!

Friday, September 6, 2013

Week 3 Day 2 C25K

Like I said, I went out for Day 2 of Week 3 today. It was so much better and easier than the first day!

I peeked at Week 4, and I'm terrified. I'm going to do Day 3 of Week 3 either tomorrow or Sunday, most likely!!

On the PKU front, I'm going to start sending in weekly levels. I don't think that they will change because I totally think Nikki (my dietician) is right, that I'm catabolic (not eating enough calories for how much I weigh) because I'm trying to lose weight. So until I start eating the calorie amount to at least maintain my weight (1,870 vs the 1,200 I'm eating now), I don't think my levels are going to go down to where I want them. I guess we'll see though, you never know.

During the month of September, I've decided to challenge myself to drink only water. I am doing great so far. I just wanted a unique challenge for my Mission 101 and since I've been doing so well with my weight loss, I decided that September would be the month to accomplish another goal!

Have a great weekend!

Pleasant Surprise and Week 3 Day 1 C25K

Wednesday I decided to stop procrastinating weighing myself after vacation and finally got on the scale. I was definitely expecting a small gain. Imagine my surprise when I saw that I actually lost another two pounds!!

I am now down to 170 and that means I've lost 15 pounds!! 

I am so so excited!! I can hardly believe that I didn't gain weight. I know that we did a lot of walking but I mean I also ate more than normal, although I do have to say I didn't go crazy with eating like I normally would on a vacation.

On Wednesday I got back to my C25K and did Week 3 Day 1. Man, it was ROUGH. You did the 5 minute warm up, then alternated run 3 minutes, walk 3 minutes, run 90 seconds, walk 90 seconds. On the 3 minute running circuits I thought I was going to die, but I made it through! Anything is better than nothing at all, right?

I'm about to go out later and do Week 3 Day 2, so I will let you know how that goes!

Have a great weekend everyone!

Saturday, August 31, 2013

Post Vacation Update (also C25K Week 2 Day 3)

I haven't posted in awhile because last week I was in New York City and the last 5 days straight I've worked!

Vacation was amazing. I have to say I'm proud of myself because Thursday was the only day we were not in the city and the first thing I did when I got to my hotel was go and run. It felt good, and I was so proud of myself for running on vacation.

As far as eating, the first night was the only night I really went crazy. We had tons of home made snacks for the car and then ordered dinner and also I had a few Bloodys. But other than that, I really don't think I did that badly for being on vacation, granted I probably had a little over my 1,200 a day allowance while there.

On the upside, we did A TON of walking. I'm talking miles upon miles. We did take the subway a few times towards the end when we were going to South Ferry and Battery Park, but all the other times we basically walked.

I have yet to step on the scale, I'm more than a little scared.

This week I did not do any running. I have told myself that the days I work I won't run because I walk so much at work that by the time I get home I'm exhausted. This week school begins, and I will have a definite routine, and I can't wait. I plan to run Monday, Friday, and either Saturday or Sunday and be off the other weekend day. On weeks that I work the weekend I will run either Tuesday or Wednesday.

I will update more once I get back into the swing of things!

Monday, August 19, 2013

Week 2 Day 2 C25K

I am so proud of myself for going and running tonight. I was up at 4am this morning with both stomach cramps and also I have NO LIE 15 mosquito bites between my two feet. I have one on a TOE. It is so awful, I can't even describe. I got up 2 times during the night and sprayed Benadryl on them. Then today I went and got some calamine lotion, but it was like the cheapest crap ever and didn't work.

So as I was doing my 5 minute warm up walk, my feet were DYING of itchiness!! Once I started focusing on the running, though, it got a little better. Everything went fine tonight, I felt good.

I'm going to forgo my playlist tonight because I am just so exhausted and there's a 10 page study guide with my name on it to complete and a suitcase to pack. We're leaving for NYC on Wednesday night. I think we have a gym in our hotel, however, I'm wary about running on a treadmill after not having shin splints since running on pavement. I may go and walk everyday, but running makes me nervous. I literally could not do above speed 2.5 on the treadmill without getting shin splints and I DO NOT want them, they hurt and they'll mess up my progress.

I'm going to try and do another run tomorrow, but I have a final Wednesday and I'll be studying a ton.

I weighed myself just because today and I was back to 172.0, which is down .8 pounds since Wednesday. I can't wait to hit the 160s.

Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Week 2 Day 1 C25K

Today I began Week 2 which consisted of a 5 minute warm up walk, 6 intervals of jogging 90 seconds and walking 2 minutes, and a 5 minute cool down walk.

I had a great workout tonight! Everything went perfectly it felt like and the amazing thing is that I can already feel my endurance increasing even just after week 1! I also noticed I had to make my route a little longer, both because I think overall I'm going faster than last week and also because I'm running for longer now. The only complaint was the last interval of running ended up being uphill, which was awful, but I got through it!

Today, being Wednesday, I weighed in ... and was 172.8. That is up .8 pounds from last week, but I expected it with the abnormal over eating that I did this past weekend with the State Fair, Olive Garden, and my stepmom's birthday. I actually was surprised I didn't gain more.

Also weight-loss related (sort of), I am going off of my birth control starting yesterday in preparation for pregnancy. I was told I should have a few normal periods before trying, so I am off them now. I know a lot of people say when you go on birth control you gain or lose up to 5 pounds. I don't know if that is true because when I went on I wasn't weighing myself, so I guess we will see!

I decided to do something a little fun when I update on my workouts. I'm going to share my playlist of the workout with you all. I put my whole song list in iTunes on shuffle when I run, and if I don't like the song for running, I fast forward it. So I thought I'd share the ones I like so you can see what kind of motivates me during my work outs! Here was my playlist for tonight!


1. Friday I'll Be Over U - Allison Iraheta
2. Telephone - Glee Cast
3. Miracles - Newsboys
4. Don't Stop Believing (Regionals) - Glee Cast
5. Amen - Chris August
6. Edge of Glory - Glee Cast
7. If U Seek Amy - Britney Spears
8. Thought I Told Ya - Diana DeGarmo
9. How I Feel - Kelly Clarkson

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Week 1 Day 3 C25K

Today was my last day of Week 1. I decided to do a morning run today, even though I usually run in the evening. I liked it because I felt like I had more energy, but I didn't like it because the sun was in my face the entire time. I already get SUPER hot when I exercise, like my face turns BEET RED, and I hate that, and the sun just made it worse.

On the plus side though, I had no leg/ankle pain today! I was so happy and it made it a lot easier to run.

Nothing else much is new ... I'm not looking forward to stepping on the scale for Weigh in Wednesday tomorrow because Friday I had a huge eat-fest at the State Fair and Saturday I ate Olive Garden. It's okay though, I haven't had a bad week in awhile. I can take it.

Must go grocery shopping this weekend. I have no food and it's making me want to go out and either pick up something or get fast food, this is not an option!

Thanks to my friend Bianca for the new layout!!!

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Week 1 Day 2 C25K

Today was my second day and it went pretty well! I found a nice route that I can take around our condo complex so that I don't have to run back and forth throughout it. When I run for longer I will have to find a longer route, but for now it is okay.

Tonight my legs did bother me a little, but overall it wasn't awful. My left ankle was kind of irritating me as well (I have two bad ankles because I've sprained both of them within the last 2 years). I hope that it's just the starting out of it all, and I do think soon I will get new shoes because I don't even think mine are appropriate good running shoes.

Everything went great though!! I plan to do Day 3 (the last day of this week) probably Saturday, since I work Friday.

Weigh In Wednesday and Pre-Pregnancy Thoughts ...

Today I weighed in at 172.8!! 12.2 pounds lost so far (since May 25th) and almost out of the 170s!

Today I plan to do Day 2 of Week 1 of my C25K program, so I may do another post about that later. Today my husband and I went to Panera for lunch, so I'm going to let that settle before I go out and run in this heat. I'll most likely wait until the evening when the sun is gone :)

Today I was thinking of the issues I've been having as far as my PHE levels not going down most likely due to my weight loss and calorie restriction and trying to brainstorm ideas on how to get the best of both worlds. Starting next week, I will be sending in a PHE level every week basically until after pregnancy. I was thinking that since I'd be doing this, I could alter my calorie intake on certain weeks (up it a little) to see if my levels go down on those weeks. If I'm exercising enough, I don't think it will negatively affect my weight loss in any significant way. Especially if I only up it by about 100 or 200 calories or so a day. Right now I'm eating 1200 a day. I think to maintain your weight you times your weight by 11 ... so right now to maintain 172.8 I should be eating approximately 1890 calories. So even if I were to up to 1500 or so, I'd still be losing. I'm going to pitch the idea to Nikki (my dietician) and see what she thinks.

** SIDENOTE: I can't believe to MAINTAIN this weight I'd be eating almost 1900 calories. This seems like such a huge amount to me now ... like what in the world was I eating before when I was up to 185?! Scary.

My levels are more of a priority to me at this point than the weight loss because of trying to get pregnant. I still have a little time (we aren't trying yet), but I want to find the best way to get me where I need to be. I'm going out to lunch with my friend from Olive Garden on Saturday and it's going to be my last meal out in awhile. Because of my limited options at restaurants for PKU, I'm going to try and not go out to eat as much as possible. Then I'm thinking every Wednesday-Friday I will do diet records and send my level on Saturday every week. Just so I have a plan.

At some point in the next 4 months, I need to up from 3 supplements a day to 4. I'm trying to decide when I want to put myself up to that challenge. I'm thinking around maybe September or October but not sure yet.

Stay tuned ... LOL.

Monday, August 5, 2013

Week 1 Day 1 C25K



On a total whim, I started my Couch to 5K today! I really wasn't planning on it because it is cloudy outside and also I wasn't sure if I was feeling 100% better. However, I'm so happy that I decided to do it!

We live in a condo complex so I kind of just jogged/walked all around it, which is nice because I wouldn't just run anywhere in my town. So it consisted of a 5 minute brisk walk warm up and cool down and then in between alternating running for 1 minute and walking for 1.5 minutes.

Whoever designed this was like spot on as far as endurance for first time runners, because about the last 10 seconds of the last run interval I was like, okay, I'm to the point where I need to slow down. But it ended up being the last circuit, so it worked out perfectly!

The best part was I DIDN'T GET SHIN SPLINTS!!! I seriously ALWAYS got them when I went to the gym if I walked/ran any higher than 2.5 speed on the treadmill and I got SO IRRITATED because I could have done so much more speed if not for that. Plus then my dad told me that you're not really supposed to train/run when you're having them. I'm just crossing my fingers that maybe it was something with the treadmill and hopefully running on the road now I'll be fine. I was using the same shoes too, so shoes couldn't have been the reason.

I honestly recommend this app to anyone who is a first time runner or trying to get into it. I just saw going through it today, it has the whole schedule planned out for you as far as days/weeks, and also it updates it completed and the date you completed it. I haven't looked beyond the first week, but the first week is 3 days, so that is totally do-able.

I'm going to update every day I run as a way to journal all of it. Hope everyone had a great Monday!

Saturday, August 3, 2013

A Small Victory!

I have been DREADING stepping on the scale since going to PKU camp last weekend. If you have followed all of my entries on this blog, you will have seen that I have posted a few times about my low-protein food containing a TON of calories. Last weekend at camp that is basically all I ate and there were no calorie counts on anything, so I had no choice but to not count all weekend.

On the way home from camp, Donaldo and I went to Olive Garden as a "welcome home" meal, and that's basically a total day's worth of calories at one meal. Then Wednesday, after helping move my sister, we went to a bar/pub where I indulged in french fries and fried mushrooms.

Finally, tonight I was like "screw it, I need to see where I'm at", and I get on the scale and see 174.0, which is my lowest weight yet!! 11 pounds lost now! My weight loss has slowed in the last month, but mainly due to the 4th, and then a few days like with camp where I wasn't able to count as much. I was supposed to get back to running, like I posted about in my last entry, but 2 days ago I got hit with a sinus infection and I've been feeling AWFUL.

This small victory made my night and gives me so much confidence that I'm learning how to eat right WITHOUT totaling every single morsel I eat on Fitness Pal. I have 4 months to lose 40 more pounds and I'm GOING to do it! I can't wait to get back to my exercise, as soon as I feel 100% again (hopefully by Monday)!

Hope you're all having a great weekend!

Wednesday, July 31, 2013

Time to Step It Up ...

So up until now, my entire weight loss process has consisted of strictly limiting my calories. Now that the insanity portion of my summer is over and I have more time, I decided that I am going to add exercise into my weight loss program.

Earlier this summer, I was using the Couch to 5K app on my iPhone. I absolutely love it because it is linked to your iTunes on your phone. So your music will be playing and then the voice tells you when you need to alternate running and walking, which is so nice because I've tried to do it at the gym just alternating by time and it was a pain in the butt.

I'm hoping that doing this 3-4 times a week will accelerate my weight loss even more. I definitely want to be at my goal weight of 130lbs by January 2014, when we start trying to have children. This means dropping another 40 pounds in 4 months, which is totally possible. Even if I don't hit my goal weight, I will be proud of whatever I accomplish because I have come so far already. But I'm hoping that this will help me get there faster.

I will let everyone know how it goes. I usually get really bad shin splints when I run if I start out too fast so if I'm getting them I may ignore the running and just start with walking and jogging, but anything is better than nothing right?

Monday, July 29, 2013

I Can't Win

So, I'm back from PKU camp. I was there from Thursday-Sunday. The first thing they did when we got there Thursday was take our blood. I had been eating really well up until Thursday as well as drinking my supplement so I was really hoping for a good level this time, to finally get between 2-6mg/dl.

Saturday at our cooking class, they gave us the results, and I got an 8.7. I was SO BUMMED. Like so much so that I didn't really talk at all during our lunch. My dietician, Nikki, was with us all weekend, and so I went to talk to her and told her I was kind of upset. She talked to me and told me that she thinks the reason that my levels are still a little high even though I'm doing everything right is because I'm trying to lose weight. When you don't eat enough calories, your body breaks down muscle for energy. Muscle is protein, which makes my levels higher.

She told me she wasn't sure the exact calculations but for my weight to maintain what I weigh now I should probably be eating 1600 calories a day, and right now due to weight loss goals, I am only eating 1200. So basically I cannot have both weight loss and low levels both at the same time :( Nikki is seriously so amazing though, she told me she wants me to keep going for my personal weight loss goals and just not worry, as long as the levels stay around there and don't get higher. I honestly love her and I'm SO lucky to have her watching out for me and helping me along this journey.

They also took our levels when we left on Sunday. I'm VERY interested to see if that one is any lower, because the whole weekend I was not counting calories at all, so I may have been eating enough and maybe the level will be lower because of that. It just frustrates me because I'm suchhhhh a perfectionist in everything I do and I want my levels to be where they are supposed to.

UGH and I have not set foot on the scale since I've been home, I'm scared. I'm going to weigh myself Thursday, because I weighed myself right before I left, so a week seemed like a good span.

Thursday, July 25, 2013

Pre Camp Post

So, I'm in the car on my way to PKU camp! My mom and my husband are dropping me off! I'm excited but it's going to be kinda weird because I haven't been to camp in 10 years.

I weighed in at 174.4 today before I left, so I'm still down 10.6, the same as a few posts ago. Honestly though, it's okay because I'm finally starting to notice my body changing and feeling way healthier. I wanted to be at 12 pounds lost today exactly because that would be on track with what I planned in myFitnessPal, but I'm good with where I am now. Only 1 pound away anyway.

Today I will have a Phe level taken, and again on Sunday. I'm hoping it will be lower than the 8 I had at the beginning of the month. It really should be. My protein intake was decreased by 5 grams a day, so I expect to see an improvement and hoping I will because I don't want it lowered anymore! It's difficult enough only doing 11 grams a day now.

Everyone have a great weekend!

Thursday, July 18, 2013

Frustrations

This last week has been super frustrating for me. I've been having some GI issues, and they have been making me gain weight all week long. I gained back 3 pounds this week and this was after eating under my calorie counts for most of the week.

Luckily, as of this morning the issues are taken care of and I lost the weight I put on in the end. So today I weighed in at 175.0, exactly 10 pounds down from my starting weight. My period is coming up this weekend so I'm pretty much planning on not weighing myself again until it's gone, since I know I will not see valid numbers until then.

I really want to hit 12 pounds lost by July 25th because that will mean that I've lost an average of 1.5 pounds a week since my journey began, which is EXACTLY what I said I wanted to lose per week when I started using myFitnessPal. I have a week, so I should be able to do it!

PKU wise, nothing new. I go to camp a week from today. They will do blood levels at the beginning and end, so by the time I come home next Sunday I will have news. I'm hoping so much that my current protein intake allowance will put me at a 2-6, because I don't want it lowered anymore! It's been really hard, not going to lie, but I've been doing REALLY well.

Have a great weekend everyone!

Friday, July 12, 2013

Down 10 Pounds!

Today, I stepped on the scale and read 174.4!! FINALLY! I have lost 10.6 pounds in six weeks!! 

To be honest, it is frustrating because I can't tell like looking at myself in the mirror or in the way my clothes fit, but I know that will come in time! Plus when you look at yourself every day sometimes it's hard to notice the changes in yourself.

That's all for today! Have a great weekend everyone!

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Good Motivation

This is a post to give everyone motivation to stay on the healthy eating track. The last two months I have not only been eating less everyday, I've also been eating wayyy less junk food and much more healthy foods. I've had a cheat day here or there and that's fine.

Yesterday, however, I just ate WAY too much. My sister left a bag of Sour Patch Kids at our house which I basically devoured, I ate some Pringles, some pasta for lunch, and a few other things (junk food) here and there. Then I went with my friend Tessa to Panera for dinner. I got a You Pick Two with Greek Salad and Summer Corn Chowder, which I'd never had before but it was DELICIOUS. I even got a side baguette, which I never do, I never get a side.

As soon as I got home, my stomach started hurting. I was in so much pain, I had cramps and just felt awful, like I had to go to the bathroom so badly. I went in the bathroom and was really backed up (Sorry TMI). I ended up throwing up 3 times and still didn't feel better until I was able to go to the bathroom. I was in the bathroom for 2 hours and afterward I just felt AWFUL.

I think the reason I got so sick is because I ate so much food in one day and my body is not used to 1) that much food and 2) the crappy quality of the food I ate. I will seriously never ever do that again and it gives me even more motivation to continue my healthy eating.

Monday, July 8, 2013

Surviving the Holiday Weekend

I hope everyone had a great 4th of July and weekend! Mine was pretty good, however, the holidays make it SO HARD to eat healthy! My mom made homemade Chex Mix (my absolute FAVORITE) as well as 4th of July Snickerdoodles (with red and blue sprinkles). Honestly, just a nightmare. At one point I asked my mom how many calories she thought the Chex Mix was and she replied, "130 calories  for a 1/4 cup", and I just about died, since I had definitely had about 2 cups at least.

I was up a bit at the beginning of the week, however, I just weighed in today at 176.4, so I am back to my ALMOST 10 pounds lost. My goal for this week is to get there by Sunday! It should be much easier now that the holiday and festivities are over.

My 11-12g of protein a day is going okay. I've really been ignoring the temptations, which is the key to everything. Yesterday at work they had make your own deli sandwiches, and I wanted one with veggies and cheese so badly but I can't have bread anymore so I was good and got my usual salad. It was hard and it has been hard, but I'm doing well!

Also adding to my compliance PKU wise is the fact that my husband and I decided that we are going to start trying to get pregnant at the beginning of 2014, which is just 5 short months away. By then, I'm going to need to be drinking 4 supplements a day vs three, and really making sure my levels are controlled at least 3 months prior to conception, which means around September of this year. Thinking about all of this makes adherence easier for me.

I've started using the vegan cheese that I bought a few weeks ago. It is Diaya brand, and they come in cheddar, mozzerella, and pepperjack shreds. The cheddar is a little strong, but the other two are good, especially the mozzarella! They also melt well, which other low-pro cheeses don't so that is nice. They are not as good as real cheese by any means, but they're still good enough to satisfy times when I want cheese.

I think that is all for today! Have a great week everyone!

Thursday, July 4, 2013

Clinic Visit Review/Weight Struggles

My PKU clinic visit was Tuesday. It went well. My level was 8mg/dl, which is better than last time, but  not what I wanted. I spoke with my dietician, and her plan is for me to lower my protein intake from 16 grams to 11-12 grams. I'm hoping that this will more than bring me down to 2-6mg/dl, and then I will just stay at that number of grams. PKU camp begins July 25th and ends July 28th, and they do levels at the beginning and end of camp so that will be my next update as far as my PHE level goes.

I've gained a couple pounds since my exciting "almost 10 pounds lost". With the holiday being this week, I've eaten differently than normal and its harder to keep track when I'm not eating my normal daily routine. I know it's not a big deal and I will lose it again, it's just frustrating to see gains anytime.

Hope everyone has a great 4th of July!

Saturday, June 29, 2013

Weekly Weigh In

Today I weighed in at ...

176.0 lbs

Which means I am 1 pound away from losing 10 pounds!!! 

I honestly can't believe it. For so long I have been trying so many things to lose weight from dieting, to trying to be religious about exercise multiple times. FINALLY, I have found something that is working for me! I started using myFitnessPal on May 25th, so I have lost 9 pounds in just a little (4 days) over a month.

I think that the reason that this time it's going so well for me is that this has definitely been a LIFESTYLE CHANGE vs a diet. I count my calories every single day. I have laid off the unhealthy snacks and junk food, and totally cut out eating out of boredom and/or stress. The other night I felt like a snack later at night (around 9pm) and instead of grabbing chips and Oreo cookies that were in the pantry, I got an apple and some grape tomatoes out of the fridge. 

For exercise, I haven't done much. I walk my dog a few times a day for maybe 10/15 minutes a walk, and that is basically it. I know I should probably be doing more, but at this point I am happy with where I am. One of my major goals though, is to start using my Couch to 5K app on my phone. I'll get there eventually! Can't wait to hit 10 pounds lost!

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Diet Records -- An introduction to PKU.

So, next week I go for a PKU clinic visit. This means that I need to send in a sample of blood beforehand so they can measure my PHE levels and we can discuss them when I come in. I'm kind of just getting back onto my PKU diet full force, so they are working with my protein/PHE allowance right now.

For anyone who doesn't know what PKU is (which is most likely everyone), it is a genetic disorder. Protein is made of amino acids, there are 22 of them. My body can't break down one of those 22, called Phenylalanine, or PHE for short. For some unknown reason, buildup of PHE in the bloodstream is toxic. In babies or anyone whose brain has not fully developed, it will cause mental retardation if the baby is not placed on a low-protein diet immediately after birth. They test for it at birth as a part of Newborn Screening. For older adults, the effects of high PHE are not fully known, but they think neurological problems can occur. They used to allow people to go off diet around age 18, however, it is now recommended that people with PKU stay on the diet for life. The diet consists of extremely low protein intake. No meat, dairy, eggs, poultry, legumes, and very limited grains. Mainly fruits and vegetables and low-protein foods made specially for people with PKU. It also means drinking a supplement, which provides the nutrients that we miss in normal food.

As I said, I am just getting fully back on diet. I was mildly off since age 18. When I say mildly, I mean that I did not take the supplement and I did eat grains, which I am not supposed to, but I never ate meat, dairy, eggs, or any of the other really bad things. I never experienced any of the symptoms that are expected when being off diet (poor concentration and attention span, headaches, etc). So I was lucky. The main reason I'm going back on is because when I get pregnant I need to be EXTREMELY strict because whatever my PHE levels are, the baby's are doubled. So I need to keep them 2-6 mg/dl.

The last sample I sent in my level was a 9, which is actually really good for someone who isn't on diet and not keeping track of their protein daily. After that, my dietician told me as a starting point I should eat 16 grams of protein a day. Let me just say, this is NOT a lot. Pasta, which is one of my favorite foods, is totally out. Luckily they make low-protein pasta which is actually really good. So I've been eating a lot of that and also lots of fruits and veggies and I ordered some vegan cheese as well, which is not bad. Since I have now fully cut out grains, I expect that my level will be better. How much better is hard to say, she may have to lower my allowance again depending on how the level is.

The thing that sucks about all these low-protein foods is they are extremely high in calories. I've been trying so hard to maintain my protein intake but also not go over on my calories. I weighed myself yesterday and I'm now down to 177 from my starting weight of 185, so I'm really excited to hit 10 lbs lost!! As hard as it is to track both my protein and calories everyday, luckily it is becoming more of a routine for me now. The more I do it, the easier it gets. The hardest things to count are usually when we eat out. My PHE book has some like fast food restaurants in it as far as counts but I rarely eat fast food and there's no like actual restaurants so I sometimes have to track down the nutritional information via the internet or sometimes I just estimate.

I'm crossing my fingers for low levels when I go next week. I really want to get between 2-6. 2-10 is actually acceptable but 2-6 is ideal. Hope everyone is having a great week.

Friday, June 21, 2013

Healthy Choices

So today I'm just writing to express my surprise and happiness over the cafeteria food options at my new job! Most of the hospital cafeterias that I have been to for my clinical through school have had the most AWFUL choices for anyone who is trying to eat healthy and honestly just sell almost absolute crap. The hospital I was at last semester, for example. The cafeteria closed at 5:30pm and we didn't get off the floor until 6pm, so our choices were either vending machines, cold chili, or fruit in a cup (which was expensive and disgusting). One day, I made the mistake of giving blood before my 8 hour clinical and I felt sick all day, and I was so desperate for food that I got one of those instant Ramen noodle cups out of a vending machine (they had a microwave ... what for? No clue.)

The cafeteria at the hospital I work at is honestly the best I've ever seen. They usually have 3 specials ... yesterday they had taco salad in a big tortilla bowl, salmon and rice, and grilled cheese and ham. A lot of that stuff I can't have anyway because of my PKU, so I usually don't get them, but one day they did have something called and eggplant stacker which was grilled eggplant and grilled veggies. In the middle of everything they have a HUGE salad bar. There's two different buffets, one is all salad, and one is all fresh fruit. Everything is honestly like PERFECTLY ripe and they don't use iceberg lettuce, they use romaine. Today I had some strawberries, raspberries, blueberries, and pineapple and then made a small salad with oil and vinaigrette (they have shakers of those sitting out in addition to the other salad dressing.) It was delicious and we get a discount for working there so it was only $3.00!

This makes me so happy because I honestly am SO BAD at like packing lunches daily. I'm just awful, especially now having to get up at 0530. If I eventually go on PMs, I would probably bring something because I would have more time before work. I'm so happy that I won't have to worry about what to eat everyday!

Thursday, June 20, 2013

Cheat Day

So, yesterday I had the first MAJOR cheat day since I have started daily calorie counting. I made the mistake of not eating breakfast. I meant to grab a banana on the way out the door, but I was so rushed to get to class I forgot. I had been studying like crazy for my midterm exam that I'd be taking that morning, and also working crazy hours this week trying to get through orientation to the hospital and the unit I'm working on. By the time I finished the test, I was just mentally exhausted and physically starving. I went to the vending machine at school (our cafeteria isn't open during summer, which makes me so angry), and got some Cheetos. We were supposed to go back to class for lecture at 10:40, but someone's computer messed up so we ended up sitting around until 11:15. I finished the Cheetos and then started craving something sweet so I went and got some fruit snacks. (Oh, it gets worse).

I got out of my class at 1:00pm, and then had to drive about a half hour away to get some scrubs for work the next day and then I had to stop at my work to get my TB test read and get a vaccine. So by this time it is like 4:00 and I still haven't eaten anything of substance all day. So I decided I really wanted Olive Garden. I haven't eaten there since I quit 3 months ago and I really wanted a calzone. The calzone itself is bad enough, but it comes with salad and breadsticks so yeahhh.

Then we went out to eat at 7:00 for my husband's birthday. At this point I was so far off the deep end I figured I might as well just go for it .. haha, so I had chips and guacamole and my dinner (although I only ate about 1/4 of it because I was so full), and then a margarita and ice cream cake when I got home.

I felt so guilty at the end of the day but I also felt good about something. It has now been a month since I began this journey and I really really feel like it is now a LIFESTYLE CHANGE rather than a diet. Yes, I'm going to have days like this. My weight is going to go up and down at times once I get to my goal weight. But it is better to let yourself have a cheat day once in awhile than breakdown and just go nuts. So, I enjoyed my cheat day but today I was back to normal! Just something to consider!

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Introduction

Hello, my name is Jen. I'm 29 and I'm a full-time nursing student. I just got a job as a Student Nurse intern at a hospital in my city. I've recently decided to really get serious about weight loss. I was always a thin child and teenager, up until the time I was about 19. Since then, my weight has gone up and down at different times but has always been on the higher side. Weight loss has been a goal of mine for a long time, however, I also have a genetic disorder called PKU that I have been trying to get strict with again which has been taking priority over my weight loss goal.

One hard thing about having PKU is that to follow my diet WHILE attempting weight loss is extremely difficult. I cannot eat foods with a lot of protein, so I can't have meat, eggs, dairy, etc. So when it comes to eating healthier, I don't have the option of doing the higher protein diets that many people do. It's mainly just an extra challenge when it comes to losing weight.

About a month ago, I downloaded the myFitnessPal app onto my iPhone. My starting weight was 185.0 lbs, and my goal weight right now is 130 lbs. I am 5'3". As of today I have lost 7.7 pounds just by strictly eating healthier and watching my calories. I go on occasional short walks during the week, however, my husband and I share a car, and I have a summer class and just got a new job, so going to the gym is difficult with my schedule sometimes. According to the goal weight and the time I wanted to lose the weight in, myFitnessPal said I should be consuming 1200 calories a day. The supplement I take for my PKU already provides 400 of those calories, so I can really only have 800 from food.

At first it was difficult, but now I am really starting to get used to counting calories everyday and the number one thing that I've eliminated is stress eating or eating when I'm bored. I've been drinking more water. Sometimes it's frustrating because weight goes up and down and also it takes a long time to see results, but I'm going to stick with it! I decided to make this so that when I reach my goal I will be even more proud!