Saturday, June 29, 2013

Weekly Weigh In

Today I weighed in at ...

176.0 lbs

Which means I am 1 pound away from losing 10 pounds!!! 

I honestly can't believe it. For so long I have been trying so many things to lose weight from dieting, to trying to be religious about exercise multiple times. FINALLY, I have found something that is working for me! I started using myFitnessPal on May 25th, so I have lost 9 pounds in just a little (4 days) over a month.

I think that the reason that this time it's going so well for me is that this has definitely been a LIFESTYLE CHANGE vs a diet. I count my calories every single day. I have laid off the unhealthy snacks and junk food, and totally cut out eating out of boredom and/or stress. The other night I felt like a snack later at night (around 9pm) and instead of grabbing chips and Oreo cookies that were in the pantry, I got an apple and some grape tomatoes out of the fridge. 

For exercise, I haven't done much. I walk my dog a few times a day for maybe 10/15 minutes a walk, and that is basically it. I know I should probably be doing more, but at this point I am happy with where I am. One of my major goals though, is to start using my Couch to 5K app on my phone. I'll get there eventually! Can't wait to hit 10 pounds lost!

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Diet Records -- An introduction to PKU.

So, next week I go for a PKU clinic visit. This means that I need to send in a sample of blood beforehand so they can measure my PHE levels and we can discuss them when I come in. I'm kind of just getting back onto my PKU diet full force, so they are working with my protein/PHE allowance right now.

For anyone who doesn't know what PKU is (which is most likely everyone), it is a genetic disorder. Protein is made of amino acids, there are 22 of them. My body can't break down one of those 22, called Phenylalanine, or PHE for short. For some unknown reason, buildup of PHE in the bloodstream is toxic. In babies or anyone whose brain has not fully developed, it will cause mental retardation if the baby is not placed on a low-protein diet immediately after birth. They test for it at birth as a part of Newborn Screening. For older adults, the effects of high PHE are not fully known, but they think neurological problems can occur. They used to allow people to go off diet around age 18, however, it is now recommended that people with PKU stay on the diet for life. The diet consists of extremely low protein intake. No meat, dairy, eggs, poultry, legumes, and very limited grains. Mainly fruits and vegetables and low-protein foods made specially for people with PKU. It also means drinking a supplement, which provides the nutrients that we miss in normal food.

As I said, I am just getting fully back on diet. I was mildly off since age 18. When I say mildly, I mean that I did not take the supplement and I did eat grains, which I am not supposed to, but I never ate meat, dairy, eggs, or any of the other really bad things. I never experienced any of the symptoms that are expected when being off diet (poor concentration and attention span, headaches, etc). So I was lucky. The main reason I'm going back on is because when I get pregnant I need to be EXTREMELY strict because whatever my PHE levels are, the baby's are doubled. So I need to keep them 2-6 mg/dl.

The last sample I sent in my level was a 9, which is actually really good for someone who isn't on diet and not keeping track of their protein daily. After that, my dietician told me as a starting point I should eat 16 grams of protein a day. Let me just say, this is NOT a lot. Pasta, which is one of my favorite foods, is totally out. Luckily they make low-protein pasta which is actually really good. So I've been eating a lot of that and also lots of fruits and veggies and I ordered some vegan cheese as well, which is not bad. Since I have now fully cut out grains, I expect that my level will be better. How much better is hard to say, she may have to lower my allowance again depending on how the level is.

The thing that sucks about all these low-protein foods is they are extremely high in calories. I've been trying so hard to maintain my protein intake but also not go over on my calories. I weighed myself yesterday and I'm now down to 177 from my starting weight of 185, so I'm really excited to hit 10 lbs lost!! As hard as it is to track both my protein and calories everyday, luckily it is becoming more of a routine for me now. The more I do it, the easier it gets. The hardest things to count are usually when we eat out. My PHE book has some like fast food restaurants in it as far as counts but I rarely eat fast food and there's no like actual restaurants so I sometimes have to track down the nutritional information via the internet or sometimes I just estimate.

I'm crossing my fingers for low levels when I go next week. I really want to get between 2-6. 2-10 is actually acceptable but 2-6 is ideal. Hope everyone is having a great week.

Friday, June 21, 2013

Healthy Choices

So today I'm just writing to express my surprise and happiness over the cafeteria food options at my new job! Most of the hospital cafeterias that I have been to for my clinical through school have had the most AWFUL choices for anyone who is trying to eat healthy and honestly just sell almost absolute crap. The hospital I was at last semester, for example. The cafeteria closed at 5:30pm and we didn't get off the floor until 6pm, so our choices were either vending machines, cold chili, or fruit in a cup (which was expensive and disgusting). One day, I made the mistake of giving blood before my 8 hour clinical and I felt sick all day, and I was so desperate for food that I got one of those instant Ramen noodle cups out of a vending machine (they had a microwave ... what for? No clue.)

The cafeteria at the hospital I work at is honestly the best I've ever seen. They usually have 3 specials ... yesterday they had taco salad in a big tortilla bowl, salmon and rice, and grilled cheese and ham. A lot of that stuff I can't have anyway because of my PKU, so I usually don't get them, but one day they did have something called and eggplant stacker which was grilled eggplant and grilled veggies. In the middle of everything they have a HUGE salad bar. There's two different buffets, one is all salad, and one is all fresh fruit. Everything is honestly like PERFECTLY ripe and they don't use iceberg lettuce, they use romaine. Today I had some strawberries, raspberries, blueberries, and pineapple and then made a small salad with oil and vinaigrette (they have shakers of those sitting out in addition to the other salad dressing.) It was delicious and we get a discount for working there so it was only $3.00!

This makes me so happy because I honestly am SO BAD at like packing lunches daily. I'm just awful, especially now having to get up at 0530. If I eventually go on PMs, I would probably bring something because I would have more time before work. I'm so happy that I won't have to worry about what to eat everyday!

Thursday, June 20, 2013

Cheat Day

So, yesterday I had the first MAJOR cheat day since I have started daily calorie counting. I made the mistake of not eating breakfast. I meant to grab a banana on the way out the door, but I was so rushed to get to class I forgot. I had been studying like crazy for my midterm exam that I'd be taking that morning, and also working crazy hours this week trying to get through orientation to the hospital and the unit I'm working on. By the time I finished the test, I was just mentally exhausted and physically starving. I went to the vending machine at school (our cafeteria isn't open during summer, which makes me so angry), and got some Cheetos. We were supposed to go back to class for lecture at 10:40, but someone's computer messed up so we ended up sitting around until 11:15. I finished the Cheetos and then started craving something sweet so I went and got some fruit snacks. (Oh, it gets worse).

I got out of my class at 1:00pm, and then had to drive about a half hour away to get some scrubs for work the next day and then I had to stop at my work to get my TB test read and get a vaccine. So by this time it is like 4:00 and I still haven't eaten anything of substance all day. So I decided I really wanted Olive Garden. I haven't eaten there since I quit 3 months ago and I really wanted a calzone. The calzone itself is bad enough, but it comes with salad and breadsticks so yeahhh.

Then we went out to eat at 7:00 for my husband's birthday. At this point I was so far off the deep end I figured I might as well just go for it .. haha, so I had chips and guacamole and my dinner (although I only ate about 1/4 of it because I was so full), and then a margarita and ice cream cake when I got home.

I felt so guilty at the end of the day but I also felt good about something. It has now been a month since I began this journey and I really really feel like it is now a LIFESTYLE CHANGE rather than a diet. Yes, I'm going to have days like this. My weight is going to go up and down at times once I get to my goal weight. But it is better to let yourself have a cheat day once in awhile than breakdown and just go nuts. So, I enjoyed my cheat day but today I was back to normal! Just something to consider!

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Introduction

Hello, my name is Jen. I'm 29 and I'm a full-time nursing student. I just got a job as a Student Nurse intern at a hospital in my city. I've recently decided to really get serious about weight loss. I was always a thin child and teenager, up until the time I was about 19. Since then, my weight has gone up and down at different times but has always been on the higher side. Weight loss has been a goal of mine for a long time, however, I also have a genetic disorder called PKU that I have been trying to get strict with again which has been taking priority over my weight loss goal.

One hard thing about having PKU is that to follow my diet WHILE attempting weight loss is extremely difficult. I cannot eat foods with a lot of protein, so I can't have meat, eggs, dairy, etc. So when it comes to eating healthier, I don't have the option of doing the higher protein diets that many people do. It's mainly just an extra challenge when it comes to losing weight.

About a month ago, I downloaded the myFitnessPal app onto my iPhone. My starting weight was 185.0 lbs, and my goal weight right now is 130 lbs. I am 5'3". As of today I have lost 7.7 pounds just by strictly eating healthier and watching my calories. I go on occasional short walks during the week, however, my husband and I share a car, and I have a summer class and just got a new job, so going to the gym is difficult with my schedule sometimes. According to the goal weight and the time I wanted to lose the weight in, myFitnessPal said I should be consuming 1200 calories a day. The supplement I take for my PKU already provides 400 of those calories, so I can really only have 800 from food.

At first it was difficult, but now I am really starting to get used to counting calories everyday and the number one thing that I've eliminated is stress eating or eating when I'm bored. I've been drinking more water. Sometimes it's frustrating because weight goes up and down and also it takes a long time to see results, but I'm going to stick with it! I decided to make this so that when I reach my goal I will be even more proud!